I KNOW IT'S KINDA LATE. But.....
This is my year-end entry for 2018 and I could not be more thankful because of my ups and downs moments.
A lot of things had happened so fast that I kinda question myself if it was a dream or it really just did happened. REALLY. FAST.
So first half of my year 2018 was more of changes (at work), confusion, and goodbyes. With that situation I would say, I learned to adjust, adapt, be more flexible, and stand on my own. I must admit that I questioned Him, why these happened to me while I am trying my best to obey His every word and teachings. Throughout those moments, and days, I learned to TRUST and have FAITH. Those two words are something that made me move forward while shitty moments occur. Petty reasons as to my laptop reformat, all my phone messages were also deleted, phone memory becoming low, stopped exercising and so on…. I held on to brainwashing myself that everything’s gonna be alright.
And then, on the second half of my 2018, it did turned out pretty well. I would say, thank You thousand times I overcame it. I know I did it, not just by myself but mostly I would say because of my "self-mindsetting”, similar concept for self-motivating.
I haven’t found anything for “self-mindsetting” but expounding it means that, as a result of self-awareness and meditation, I found myself knowing what I want, then setting my mind to always hold on to my goal/perfect vision of my future. Get it together, and don’t lose the vision. I tell myself to always level up, take challenges but still looking back to my roots for every successful phase of my life.
I now realised that as I am writing this, I am so not yet over of the hardship I took on reviewing for board exam while working for my career. Please don’t blame me as I am just proud to have passed it. God truly answers prayers. That made me felt favoured and as a return, I promised to give back the goodness to anyone.
And so, it was the ending weeks of the year 2018 when I felt the need to slow down and enjoy life’s simple things: nature, catching up and seeing old friends, going to nice restaurants, just eat (no calorie count, no diet, etc), unlimited laying down on bed and sleep nonstop, watch a lot of movies, sing, dance, and more of things I enjoy doing. I know Im a hardworking freak but when I needed a break, I will really stop to avoid burnout. “Rest if you must, but don’t you quit"
Lastly, I wanna end up this entry by highlighting my 2018 favourites; my travel to Australia, passing my interior design board exam, getting a ukulele, and gaining quality set of friends. I thought I could write ‘love life’ here lol! But, still waiting for that "Kingsman”. I respect that 2018 was not my season for it but I know in time, he will come and maybe, we’re both mature and ready (but I’m never ready lol jk!) and he would straight up tell the world. They said do not ever assume someone's kindness. No matter how good a man is unless he clarifies his intentions to you, do not conclude.
#1 RULE (single life advice). You are worthy to be pursued. No matter how evident their actions are, don't make the first move. Rise up woman of God, Know your worth in Christ.
And that ends it.
#1 RULE (single life advice). You are worthy to be pursued. No matter how evident their actions are, don't make the first move. Rise up woman of God, Know your worth in Christ.
And that ends it.
Hope I could write more entry for this year 2019 and maybe someday read this blog/storytelling to my future kids. Haha! Thank you so much 2018, ciao!!!
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